When I finally opened my eyes and saw what was going on in the world it shocked and disgusted me. New Zealand is so unbelievably sheltered from these big corporations. I was so in the dark about what happens in the world.
So then my question was…do I go home and live my lovely comfortable life, pretend these problems do not exist. Do my part in a small way.
Or, do I fight for this world? Do I do my part and promote a healthier world? (of course I have no idea where to start any of this)
All I know is that right now, this is not a world I would like to bring a child into, and that is sickening.
Finally moved on. I will not be a dancer. I will not teach dance. I will not choreograph. But I will still dance, and it will still be the only thing to bring me real joy.
On a side note. feeling way to emotionally attached to fictional TV series characters.
I always think the beach can rid you of anything clear my mind make me smile the sea can wash away my worries my fear my heart break
but oh! what burdens the ocean must bear, the worries and fears f its inhabitants such a load we put on something we love so much! eventually it has to empty itself like dirty water down the drain
you can’t blame it really for occasionally throwing it back to us it doesn’t realise the devastation its causing the pain it creates
all it knows is the we have given it more pain than it can bear all it wants is someone the help share its burdens.
Following what i love has never been so fucking terrifying!